The future, what an odd concept. I stands for what is to come.
So what is to come for us all and how much control do we have over it?
In an attempt to control what comes I have desired many things.
So now, almost continuing those desires I've had in the past, I will recommit to some goals I made for myself when I was still even Christian.
I want to be in control of my emotions. I don't know how in control of them I am now, but I know I can be much more potent in that area. I've heard of this concept called ego death.
In thus doing the above, I also want to control my urges better, and set more real priorities.
I'll tell you how things go, whoever you are, however it happens.
"To me it seems that to give happiness is a far nobler goal that to attain it: and that what we exist for is much more a matter of relations to others than a matter of individual progress: much more a matter of helping others to heaven than of getting there ourselves."